latest publications on oondi.com http://www.oondi.com 2008-12-05T12:24:20+01:00 text/html 2008-04-06T06:21:38+01:00 http://www.oondi.com cliff1974 http://www.oondi.com/en/read:185 The meeting with the terrorist leader went well and promises were made. The politician who met the terrorist leader went back to America to do everything he could to undermine the new President who he thought won the election illegitimately. The terrorist began training his so-called martyrs with the money the American had given him. The American wanted the new President blown up on live televisio... text/html 2007-06-07T22:27:38+01:00 http://www.oondi.com saralover http://www.oondi.com/en/read:74 When Michael gets home from work he sees Sara sitting on the couch a pillow clutched tightly to her chest she looked so frail in grey sweatpants and a light blue t-shirt, her beautiful eyes focused on a spot on the wall "You're home" he spoke softly not wanting to startle her as she didn't seem to have noticed his presence "hi" he took off his leather jacket and kneeled do... text/html 2007-02-02T12:46:14+01:00 http://www.oondi.com poweronia http://www.oondi.com/en/read:48 I was training a client awhile back; I’ll call her Hillary to protect the innocent. Hillary was telling me how she is tired of having flabby arms. You know, you’ve seen people with loose skin around the triceps. Some people call it ‘goodbye arm syndrome’. That’s when someone waves goodbye and if they happen to be wearing a short sleeve or tank top shir... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:45+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:36 Its over now   No longer existent   So much sacrifice   So much to fight for   Was it worth it?   Lessons were learned   I did grow up from this   Everything comes to an end   I have done so much and now   Its over... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:43+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:35 You said that you loved me   You said that you would be always there for me   You said that I could trust you   You said that I could depend on you   You said a lot of things   But the only thing you did not say was that it was all a lie   When I see a father and a daughter together   My eyes get cloudy   Cloudy with hears of pain and hatred ... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:41+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:34 You a symbol of Courage You are everywhere We Can Do It! You say   Red bandanna with white polka dots Blue-collared shirt Does the red represent blood? Does the blue represent tears? You are representative of the Blood Sweat Tears That women like you have Exhausted   Here you were given strength to Become what many have Ignored Doubted   Riveter you a... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:40+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:33 Something that I have a hard time doing Something that I did with you That something was a waste of my time Why did I do it? Why did I think that this would be different? My soul feels empty My spirit destroyed My mind filled with antagonizing thoughts I feel such pain, such disappointment What should I do? What should I say? This numbness overwhelms me Is this the price to pay for l... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:32+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:31 Again and Again I have struck a nerve like a harp Demanding of purpose Questioning the abandonment   I needed you You came years later An evil omen A hovering presence   This continuing spiral Red possession Deep brainwash You overcome me   Like a newborn baby I am watched and observed Within these dingy walls of beige I conquer this addiction   O demon ... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:30+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:30 Scattered pieces of my soul Left where I have been hurt There are pieces of me everywhere The pain The sadness Are there any positive parts of me? There are, I know there should be Laughter Happiness My whole life has not been full of torment There were good times There were more bad than good People going in and out of my life Passing through revolving doors of my heart Yet, they re... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:29+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:29 Shall I experience this throughout my life? You both left me Wanted no more of me Something that no longer interested you I was left to linger with haunting thoughts of you Will I always be writing poems of sorrow, Pain and inevitable, Continuing suffering?... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:28+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:28 Why such confusion? I should know myself better than anyone else Why do I not know the dealings of my own soul? What actions can I take? Should I cry on the inside or bear it all on the outside? Breathing reminds me that I am indeed alive. That I am sure of Or am I dead inside? Is someone else living my life? Yet why do I suffer as well? Struggling to feel something Dying to feel emotio... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:26+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:27 Poetry So second nature to me So easily done Yet never enough Never good enough I can only express sorrow through poetry Only in agonizing pain do I feel release through poetry I am not good at being happy I am an expert in sensing melancholy That I am good at My purpose I have a cross to bear and this is to suffer I suffer better than anyone I know Never can I write and be happy at t... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:23+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:26 My eyes see nothing but darkness While my heart feels nothing but sorrow There is an emptiness in my soul Each minute that is wasted It becomes even more hollow I am awakened by the clamoring sound of the world Begging me to live among its people The world is not for me My will is not strong enough... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:18+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:37 I am sorry that I listened to my heart instead of my mind I am sorry that I trusted you instead of having more doubts I am sorry that I rushed into things instead of thinking things through I am sorry that I fell deeply in love with you If only I could turn back the hands of time I would not have responded to that IM I would have blocked you My heart would not be broken right now I would... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:16+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:38 Well I said that you could do that Not for you to do something entirely different               I understood one thing and now             You are saying another thing   I believe that I have the right to change my mind I just wanted to help you and now you do not... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:13+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:39 Your love was like a curse Damaging to the lives of others Every time your name is mentioned, a fight starts You are not even present and you start problems You want to punish me because I do not want to see you But you are the one who is going to be punished I love you but you killed my love Remember when you told me that I was a liar about the love I had for you? You were the one who w... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:10+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:40 Criminal I have attempted this crime for many years Each time I have escaped punishment However, this time, I have been found guilty My punishment is confinement in a place where I am without loved ones Away from the outside world, isolated Here, I must recognize my actions as wrongdoings “This is for your own good,” my family tells me I am not sure how… Here I am, in... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:02+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:41 Her heart has been broken so many times Shattered like broken glass She has cried and screamed Remembering all the times her father broke her heart For he is responsible for her pain He has made her cry so very much When he told her that he did not want to have anything do to with her For she has no father because fathers do not treat their children that way But he has disappeared for we... text/html 2007-01-29T15:18:01+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:42 I am a little girl again About four or five years old I am in my room crying Afraid about what would happen next I hear them screaming and arguing I hear crashes and things breaking I tip toe out of my room in the dark towards a lighted area I lie in the hallway, afraid to be seen I say to myself, please stop! I do not want you to fight anymore! I try to quiet my crying, holding my brea... text/html 2007-01-29T15:17:59+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:43 My heart is a mass of broken pieces of glass that cannot be put back together Pieces of a puzzle that do not connect together to form a whole This love was detrimental to my saneness I fought and fought to maintain my ability to withhold strength within myself   I feel invisible and I cease to exist within this world of pain and suffering Many attempts to avoid melancholic emotions ha... text/html 2007-01-29T15:17:53+01:00 http://www.oondi.com diorvargas http://www.oondi.com/en/read:44 There are firsts in your life This first for me was a kiss It was something that I waited for I wanted it to be unforgettable He turned over to me and motioned for a kiss I was surprised but I moved in It was a simple peck But it made my pulse race and my body tingle I hesitated but then I said, "You know, that was my first kiss" He turned to me and said, "Do you wan...